Life keeps unraveling for me... When I don't think I can take much more, it comes at me, and knocks me back.. I learned some very unsettling (old) news when I was down on the Medford show trip that literally left me in bed for a few days trying to pry myself from the mattress. Eventually I got up, but its been hard and I have had many days since then that I have stayed in my pajamas and could not cope. That is as far as I will get into that..
I hate where we live... A few days ago Justin came and got Jack and I after work and showed us a house that was in foreclosure that his Dad had showed him. It was beautiful and quaint and perfect. Wooden floors, a rose trailis on the front walk. Absolute perfect dream home for me. Unfortunately, without help its impossible. :( I wish that were our home..
Last Friday our Cadillac was stolen from the US bank parking lot. Justin locked the ONLY keys in the car and had to get back to work and it was faster to call a cab than wait for the tow truck guy, so he went back to work. We planned on getting it the next morning because that night he had to work really late.. We drove by and the car was GONE!!!!!! He called every tow truck company in town ( well he had to, thats how it works ) before he could file a report.. But he went for a drive and found the car. Window smashed.. They took everything. Including my wet clothes, Jack's wet clothes, his new shoes, everything you can think of, etc... Someone pee'd inside @@..... Anyway. The car is back and will be going to the shop to get fixed, all in good time. And in the meantime, we bought a 1999 Cadillac and its soooo nice!!! :) I love it!!
Today was Dick ( Justin's Mom's Dad's) Birthday! I don't even know how old he is... 74? 75? I have no idea, they had already eaten the cake by the time we got up there.
At least its good Friday... Jack and I talked about that for a little while today..
I am going to try and be more positive.. I haven't been lately, I have been really down and really angry and bittter and that isn't fair to anyone.. I need to stop and take a breath I know...
Jack has been challenging lately and I have had little patience with him.. He was soo bad today, I spanked him four times, and the next time I put him in time out and he whined and carried on after that...
I hate where we live... A few days ago Justin came and got Jack and I after work and showed us a house that was in foreclosure that his Dad had showed him. It was beautiful and quaint and perfect. Wooden floors, a rose trailis on the front walk. Absolute perfect dream home for me. Unfortunately, without help its impossible. :( I wish that were our home..
Last Friday our Cadillac was stolen from the US bank parking lot. Justin locked the ONLY keys in the car and had to get back to work and it was faster to call a cab than wait for the tow truck guy, so he went back to work. We planned on getting it the next morning because that night he had to work really late.. We drove by and the car was GONE!!!!!! He called every tow truck company in town ( well he had to, thats how it works ) before he could file a report.. But he went for a drive and found the car. Window smashed.. They took everything. Including my wet clothes, Jack's wet clothes, his new shoes, everything you can think of, etc... Someone pee'd inside @@..... Anyway. The car is back and will be going to the shop to get fixed, all in good time. And in the meantime, we bought a 1999 Cadillac and its soooo nice!!! :) I love it!!
Today was Dick ( Justin's Mom's Dad's) Birthday! I don't even know how old he is... 74? 75? I have no idea, they had already eaten the cake by the time we got up there.
At least its good Friday... Jack and I talked about that for a little while today..
I am going to try and be more positive.. I haven't been lately, I have been really down and really angry and bittter and that isn't fair to anyone.. I need to stop and take a breath I know...
Jack has been challenging lately and I have had little patience with him.. He was soo bad today, I spanked him four times, and the next time I put him in time out and he whined and carried on after that...
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