I never seem to write often enough.  Maybe if I did my thoughts would be a little better sorted out, and maybe I could make some sense of them buzzing around in my head. Summer is almost here again and this time it seems so very different.  I was looking forward to camping and hiking and this year just seems different.  Our usual Memorial Day camp out is not even in the work and is looking grim.  I like traditions.  I hope this one can be kept.
I started school in January and managed to make my way though my first term, and am very proud of myself for actually doing it.  I am all signed up and ready to go for the fall term.  Going to take more classes for my degree, this term will be CNA classses and my next English class.  Seems like a light load but we will see how demanding the CNA classes are.  I have seen some of the students, I have no doubt I will do just fine.
No baseball this year, maybe that is what is throwing me into this funk.  A little off kilter.  Jack is playing flag football and Jason is helping coach until we leave for Utah.
I am excited and nervous about the trip.  I hope I can spend as much time with Zoey and Darienne at the same time letting her catch up with her brothers and I am planning a few adventures for when we are there.   I want to see/do/experience as much as we can with the kids.
I have another appointment coming up in Anchorage at the end of the month making May officially the crappiest month ever.  I have to go up for my spinal procedure alone, for four days.  I am going to loose my mind.